If heaven granted Li Qingci another chance to start over, he would certainly not let lust cloud his judgment, lose control of himself, and be seduced by Xu Jinghan’s beauty, leading to the foolishness of being fucked unconscious in bed.
When Li Qingci woke up and shifted his body, he realized Xu Jinghan had cleaned him up afterward, so he felt no particular discomfort.
He gazed at the beautiful man sleeping soundly beside him with a complex expression, suddenly recalling the beauty’s appearance last night – so stunning, fierce, and pitiful…
But no matter how beautiful this man was or how much he stirred Li Qingci’s heart, they were still strangers. The only thing Li Qingci knew about him was his name, which he had inadvertently learned from others’ conversations.
Analyzing last night’s situation, Li Qingci felt that Xu Jinghan must have had a difficult life. He must have been bullied by those rich second-generations for a long time. He wondered if they had some leverage over him; otherwise, how could such a fine man end up in such a miserable state?
His gaze towards Xu Jinghan filled with tenderness. Moreover, now that they had been intimate, Li Qingci felt that regardless of what happened next, he needed to take responsibility, at least by helping Xu Jinghan escape his suffering.
But as merely the son of a nouveau riche, how could he help?
Li Qingci suddenly remembered the party host’s words from last night. Perhaps he could follow their expectations and pretend to be Xu Jinghan’s sugar daddy, keeping him close for protection while planning their next move.
When Xu Jinghan woke up, his hair was slightly tousled, and his sleepy eyes lacked any hint of aggression, making him look like a docile, vulnerable kitten.
Seeing Li Qingci sitting up, he naturally wrapped his arms around Li Qingci’s waist, nuzzling his head against Li Qingci’s abdomen, and asked, “Why are you up so early?”
The sudden sound startled Li Qingci. He gently patted Xu Jinghan’s shoulder and stroked his head, his actions full of reassurance.
He was organizing his thoughts, considering how to speak without hurting Xu Jinghan’s pride or causing misunderstandings. But his carefully planned words were abruptly scattered by Xu Jinghan, and he blurted out, “If I say, well, if I…”
“Hmm?” Xu Jinghan made a muffled sound of inquiry against his abdomen.
“If I were to be your sugar daddy, what would you do?”
As soon as he said it, Li Qingci realized his words were inappropriate.
His ears turned bright red, and he felt his cheeks heating up. He stammered, hurriedly explaining, “I don’t… I don’t really mean to be your sugar daddy! It’s just that you seem to be having a hard time, and I could pretend to be your sugar daddy to help you escape your current situation.”
After explaining, he awkwardly and cautiously asked, “What do you think?”
He thought he heard a faint chuckle, but when he listened again, there was no sound at all. Li Qingci assumed it was just his imagination and paid it no mind.
Looking down, he could only see Xu Jinghan’s hair and couldn’t tell what expression he wore.
He didn’t want to adopt a superior, savior-like attitude towards Xu Jinghan. They were equals, and if Xu Jinghan found the idea unacceptable, they could discuss other options.
“You’re so kind,” came the muffled voice, warm breath ghosting over his abdomen.
Li Qingci sighed in relief, believing Xu Jinghan had agreed to this plan.
He ruffled Xu Jinghan’s hair, intending to ask him to let go, but discovered that Xu Jinghan’s hand had somehow slipped under his shirt, covering his left chest and beginning to knead the still somewhat inexperienced bud.
“You?!”
“Shh.”
Xu Jinghan kissed his lips, the kiss urgent and fierce. When Li Qingci tried to dodge, Xu Jinghan insistently sought out his tongue, engaging in an intensely intimate exploration.
The kiss was breathtaking. Li Qingci had never experienced such a sensation – on the brink of death yet thrilled by it. He couldn’t tell if the saliva he was swallowing was Xu Jinghan’s or his own, nor did he realize how erotic it looked as the excess saliva he couldn’t contain trickled down his chin and along his slender neck.
All of Li Qingci’s struggles were trapped beneath Xu Jinghan. After just a short while, Li Qingci gave in, panting with a flushed face, the corners of his eyes glistening with tears.
Li Qingci thought: Is he moved by my kindness?
Xu Jinghan thought: He loves me so much!
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